Chapter 23: The Human Heart in the Last Days
Chapter 23: The Human Heart in the Last Days
Lou Dian's body being pressed on Lou Ling is slender and powerful, like a mountain that cannot be moved, but also like an aggressive male beast staring at its prey, making it a "target". People are almost scared to pee.
"...Lou Dian, calm down," she called hurriedly, but when she felt the thing on her abdomen, she stiffened again.
Even though she has touched it and every time she touches it, she still feels ashamed.
"I'm very calm." He said with a smile, "Really very calm. So Xiao Ling don't worry, I won't hurt you."
Lou Ling looked at him, those eyes that are usually deserted but now, the tails of his eyes flushed, adding a charming look to his handsome face, causing her heart to beat a little. Never thought that a man who used to be a symbol of masculinity can be more deceptive than a fairy at some point.
However, the eyes that were gradually brewing a storm, the increasingly presumptuous hands, the hot skin, and the slight beating against the abdomen made her feel bad all over.
Lou Ling is about to run away in tears, what is it called calm? This is the boil of animal blood!
Frightened, Lou Ling suddenly used all her strength to hold his neck. She didn't want to look at his face anymore. She pressed his head between his neck and stammered: "Lou, Lou Dian, I don't think we can... It shouldn't be like this..." My sister's excuse is gone, Lou Ling doesn't want to use her step-sister's identity to talk about things anymore. After exhausting her mind and not knowing what to say, she blurted out: "I'm not ready yet!"
These words were blurted out and his movements suddenly stopped.
He easily pulled her hand that was holding him away, raised his upper body and looked down at her, and found that the corners of her eyes were also a little red, which added a touch of fragility on her soft and beautiful face. Her eyes are no longer the stubbornness and randomness of never admitting defeat in the past, as if defeating him is a very random thing, and then looking at him with the eyes of a small child, never taking him to heart.
At this time, his shadow was reflected in those bright black eyes, like she completely put him on her heart, looking at the man, with pleading, shame, and fear in her eyes.
He was startled suddenly, lowered his head, and put his forehead against hers, each other's breath was close at hand.
He said, "Xiao Ling, I can't help it anymore."
I really couldn't help it anymore, I couldn't help but want to take this person deeply, blend into my own bones and blood, confirm that she is alive, and confirm that she is living beside him in flesh and blood and warmth. I hope that there are only two of them in the world, and she can no longer escape his sight, she can only be confined in his arms, going to heaven and earth, can only be by his side.
He couldn't wait to imprison her on the bed and let her breathe from his body to the soul.
She felt that his breath was not right. Those black eyes were no longer cold, but a heavy sullen color. Lou Ling felt anxious and couldn't help saying: "Lou Dian, Lou Dian, don't think about it! "She reached out and put her arms around his neck, the two naked bodies pressed very close together.
At that moment, she felt that he seemed to be unable to control himself.
After a long while, he suddenly collapsed, and quietly pressed against her, then tightened his body and hugged her tightly.
Although it hurts a bit to be hugged by him, she finally breathed a sigh of relief without having to face those eyes full of craziness. She admits, sometimes she can't look directly at those crazy eyes. At that moment, the heart was beating, and she wanted to escape, and she wondered with some sadness that her existence would cause him crazy?
Since the end of the world came, she found that he had changed. The repressive madness made her scared. It seemed that as long as she left his sight, he would change as he could no longer restrain the crazy thoughts, I don't know what happened. These days, since they joined Lin Baobao and others, he didn't agree or object. He looked very quiet and made him feel very harmless, and made her almost believe in his disguise.
Until now, when he raised those cruel eyes, to let her know that he was really suppressing his patience.
She lay a little stiff on the bed until his breath calmed down, and then said, "Lou Dian, I like you." Feeling his body tremble, she hurriedly said: "I have liked you since the first meeting. At that time, I felt that you were like an angel in a fairy tale, beautiful and clean..." It was just that the angel violently raised the table and became a second-degree illness, completely disillusioning her. "Although I have always regarded you as family, but... I will try my best to like you..." She said embarrassedly.(TL's note: the first 'like' is like as a bother and the second 'I will try my best to like' is like as a lover, I think)
After a while, she raised her head, Lou Ling once again found in shock that she had sacrificed herself to confess to him, but the corners of his eyes were still red, and his face was still flushed. It was a waste of effort.
He squeezed her chin and kissed her frantically again. When she was about to struggle, he said hoarsely: "Since you don't want to, I won't do it. Xiao Ling is the most important. I will wait until Xiao Ling agrees, the day you are willing..." Her struggle suddenly stopped.
While she was still, he separated her legs and placed himself between the center of her legs.
Lou Ling was in tears, this is called "don't do it"? Can I move him completely once?
***** Lou Dian did not do it to the end, but Lou Ling was tossed over and over again.
"Didn't you say not to do it..." she asked in a sobbing voice.
He gnawed at her back, grabbed a piece of the soft flesh behind her, and moved it to her tail vertebrae, making her sore and numb, and her body was stretched before he heard him say: "But I can't help...So, we have to get more familiar with each other, and when we are familiar with each other, you will feel happy..."
Even if she feels happy, she doesn't want to take the initiative to do it with him!
When it was finally let go, it was already dark.
The winter days are long and the nights are short, and the weather now changes greatly. It's already six o'clock.
It's dark, and the lights are on in the room.
When they came out, Grandpa Mo was almost ready for dinner, and the others were sitting in the living room discussing the base matter and going out to collect supplies the day after tomorrow.
Seeing them coming out, Lin Baobao looked at her and said, "Ling Ling, you have slept too much, you slept all afternoon."
Lou Ling glanced at her haggardly, feeling unspeakable in her heart. Can't she see that she was crippled for an afternoon? Don't take her malaise as the cause of too much sleep?! Compared with her haggardness, the man beside her was shining in spirit and not tired at all, making her have all kinds of envy, jealousy, and hatred.
After dinner, Lou Dian said: "I will go out to collect supplies tomorrow with Xiao Ling. If we go farther, I don't know when we will be back. I will leave some food, so you don't have to worry." He smiled softly having an innocent look.
Xi Mufeng and the others didn't say anything. Naturally, they know that Lou Ling would leave food, but it was prepared for Grandpa Mo's grandparents. Since he decided to bring them, Lou Dian would naturally do their best to support them.
Before the base was cut off, Lin Baobao pulled Huang Zhiling and Mo Yingying, and pestered Lou Ling to teach them some techniques for killing zombies. Compared to being tossed by Lou Dian, Lou Ling prefers this way of sports and sweating. She did not refuse, and cleared an open space in the living room, and began to teach a few girls hand in hand.
The boys watched from the sidelines and couldn't help smiling as they listened to the sounds of girls' practice and serious discussions.
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Early the next morning, after breakfast, Lou Dian set off with Lou Ling.
People are coming in and out of the base every day. Those who come in are natural survivors who have come from a long distance, and those who go out are naturally people who have taken up the task and gone out to collect supplies. The Lou Dian did not go to the hall of the supernaturalists to pick up the tasks issued by the base, accept the food from the base, but register directly at the door of the base. When you come back, you don't have to go to the line to register again.
As soon as I left the door of the base, I met Lei Hongming, who was patrolling outside the base with a group of soldiers. The young major general had an impression of them.
"You two are going to collect supplies?"
Lou Dian nodded coldly, but Lou Ling smiled at him because he liked his fair way of doing things.
"Be careful in everything." Lei Hongming solemnly said, he cherishes every life very much.
After bidding farewell to Major General Lei, they went to the place where the car was parked and found their car, but unfortunately, the oil in the car had been emptied, and they didn't know whether it was the people at the base or someone else. Although there was not much oil in the car, now it was emptied, it still made her feel very painful.
Lou Dian seemed to have become accustomed to it. He opened the trunk and took out a cylinder of oil from the space when people were not paying attention. After filling most of the oil, the two of them got into the car.
Soon after the car left the base, Lou Ling found in the rear mirror that a car was chasing behind them. She thought it was on the way. After a while, she found that it was still behind him and knew that it was aimed at them.
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Lou Ling's goal: Work hard...Get used to it! (Accepts fate)
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