Chapter 286 - Fetish
Selena's teeth let go of her lips as she stared at him with a loving gaze.
"Klautz, I know that I can't keep you all to myself. I know that you are not that kind of person to be loyal to me alone. And, I can't stop you either. All I know is that I love you and I can't imagine being with anyone else. As long as you are by my side I am fine with it," Selena whispered as she took a deep breath, "But at least don't keep me in the dark. At least share with me which woman it is that you fancy. Am I asking you for too much? Aren't we lovers and can share such things with us?"
She questioned the very foundation that she had built so far. Doing so might fix these thing or it might break what she had built so far completely!
A fear was gripping onto her heart. Will she be able to change it? Or will it collapse before her very eyes. The bad foundation that she had urged her to change it but the fear of losing what she had built so far forbade her to continue. She was in a constant dilemma.
But she hadn't realized that her weird question had left Klautz in a higher level of dilemma than she ever was. He couldn't help but reflect on his actions.
His mouth was left open with him staring at her in a daze, as he was having trouble finding any words to respond.
'She is right. Aren't I in a mess?'
Klautz might have an awesome and planned out professional life. But the same couldn't be said about his personal issues.
His young and boiling blood had caused him to court for trouble as he couldn't have helped but sowed his seeds all over the place.
'Am I really polygamous?' such a question bubbled up in his corrupted mind.
In his past life, Klautz didn't even have the physical qualifications to ask such a question to himself. And his second life was too short and fleeting for him to ask such a thing. His second life had been but a huge mess driven by his young blooded if not anything.
His professional life might be working out fine but not his personal as he had never thought much about it. He was too naive and uncaring!
Klautz had never considered that he was walking on such a path. He had never considered his relationship with Selena as anything serious or permanent. After all, how could he compare it to the relationship he and Verona shared? He had properly courted Verona unlike Selena who had struck a deal instead.
But with the bubbling feeling and emotions that was growing with every passing day between the two of them he couldn't deny it either that he had a deep feeling to possess her.
Was it a feeling of love? Or was it the desire to possess something beautiful?
Klautz shook his head.
'I don't have experience.'
Unfortunately his past life wasn't helping him at all! How does one define love? At least he had no definition for it.
But things had already progressed too far for him to turn back anymore.
What was even more weird was the fact that the person concerned has accepted it as a fact rather than something that was just a mistake on Klautz's part.
'Should she have scolded me at least?' Klautz thought.
What he had failed to realize was that Selena had tried to do exactly that when she had found Klautz sleeping with Maebi. It was just that he had fucked him senseless before she could begin.
Klautz's very nature had led Selena to believe that the question he was asking to himself at the moment already had an answer and it was a big 'yes'. Klautz seemed to have a fetish for that kind of thing in her opinion.
Had she known of his inner conflicts she would have just plain cried dry.
'All I knew was that I fancied larger boobs. How did it come to this?'
Alas, Klautz was too late to put his mind to it.
When you are constantly surrounded by danger, you would only end up thinking about those things that would be a threat to your life. Other things seem too trivial to think out properly.
Klautz was the same. He was almost numb to everything else that didn't pose a threat to him. It was only a matter of time before his inner instinct took over without him exercising any restraint or control over himself.
Decades spent in hell had sharpened his brain indeed. But it had only wheatstoned one side of the blade and had made the other side as it had number the other side making it completely blunt. A blade that was only sharp on one side?
That wasn't too bad a weapon to use.
Even Klautz's ninjato was the same. But he was forced to reconsider.
'I can't deny it anymore.'
Klautz realized that Selena's question didn't even involve asking him if he was polygamous. Klautz was foolishly wasting his brain cells over the wrong question.
'Nothing wrong with it. If that is what I prefer then so be it. I would rather go this path than regretting it later to have not lived my life fully. Wasn't that exactly what I had promised myself upon being reborn?'
No, matter what happened Klautz had to live his second life to his best while at the same time making sure that the skirmishes of hell does not end up with him getting him killed. Defeating the demons? That was just a side effect. For Klautz to live, he had to kill the demons.
Klautz shook his head. There was nothing much to think. Who could he kid with, if his girl himself thought it was fine?
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