Chapter 143
Chenghaotian took the tissue and looked back to see the shy and happy appearance of muzixi. His heart also rippled with it. She is so easy to satisfy, but he, perhaps, really cares too little about her.
If it wasn't for him to meet Shen yunqi first and then be betrayed by Shen yunqi, he might not be so callous. If, what he met at the beginning is muzixi, maybe he can really get the perfect love.
He stared at the red face of muzixi, and he was filled with emotion.
Now, it seems that he wants to take good care of her. They are intimate and become the closest people. Isn't it good?
Chenghaotian suddenly wants to explain the relationship between him and Shen yunqi with muzixi. He doesn't want muzixi to be upset about his past affairs, nor does he want her to be upset about his affairs and be unhappy every day. He should face up to the past and tell her all about it.
In this way, it is his intention to reconcile.
Chenghaotian put the tissue back on the table, then stared at muzixi and asked slowly, "have you been to my study the other day, and then what did you see in the book?"
Surprise! Surprise! How could he know?
Muzixi's heart returned to her mind from her sweetness. She went to his study, turned over his books without his permission, and then saw what she shouldn't have seen. And for that thing there is no reason to get angry, and then nothing to tell him.
She is a little timid. If Cheng Haotian knows the truth, he will blame her, right?
Will you lose your temper at her?
It was her fault. Why did she go to that study?
I wish I hadn't gone. However, she not only went, but also saw his past history. He to that girl, so tender, so sincere, did not expect but in exchange for betrayal, he must be very sad, and then become so cold.
Muzixi anxiously twisted his two index fingers in his own hands, hoping that he was a mute, so he evaded answering his questions. However, he looked at himself with such stern eyes and waited for him to speak. He was really afraid.
Chenghaotian soon saw her little movements and knew that she was beginning to be nervous. His heart sighed inexplicably, he is a monster, let her so afraid!
I don't know how her fire came out that day. Now you know fear?
He took her hand gently, and said in a quiet voice, "I didn't blame you. Did you see two letters?"
All of a sudden, he told me the central thing. Muzixi was speechless. She knew everything. He already knew it. He is now merely proving his conjecture, and she is now speechless.
Finally, muzixi nodded and admitted, "well, yes."
She did see the two letters, one was the letter, the other was the bookmark, on which were written his love for another girl, which made her not care Even psychologically sour
She did not think that such a cold chenghaotian, also has the tender side to other girls, it is really incredible. However, she has already done it, so she has the courage to admit it.
Anyway, even if she does not recognize it, it has no effect.
He already knows everything, doesn't he?
Muzixi knows that he has done something wrong, so she lowers her head and dare not look at him. He should be angry now. She went to his study without permission and saw his past things. He should be very angry. If only she didn't go.
"I'm sorry, I just want to find a book to read. I didn't expect to see those two love letters. I didn't mean to. I just didn't expect to see a love letter. " Muzixi thinks something should be explained, otherwise she will be criticized by him.
She didn't mean to see it. As the saying goes, he who doesn't know is innocent. She just didn't want to see it. It wasn't her intention. He should not be so angry after listening to her.
However, muzixi did not dare to look up at his expression.
He must be angry now. He'll be angry if he's automating his things.
Muzixi was waiting for his storm, and he was uneasy. She knew that the devil would not be so kind, because even she would be angry if other people saw her privacy.
What's more, he is not a kind person.
What muzixi didn't see was that chenghaotian's face was already smiling. He knew that muzixi admitted to read the love letter and explained why she suddenly lost her temper that day. She was so excited because of the two love letters.
It seems that this little woman still cares about him. Maybe she already likes him!
Now he felt very happy, as if he had drunk a cup of iced green tea in the hot summer. That taste is so comfortable!
She actually cared about him so much. He had been blinded by hatred and didn't realize it. Now, it's not too late. He had known her mind, and he felt it necessary to explain something.Chenghaotian just wants to open his mouth and say that he has nothing to do with Shen yunqi, and the two letters of the culprit have been torn to pieces by him, but muzixi opened up at this time.
Muzixi can't wait for chenghaotian to speak. He thinks he's angry or sad and wants to comfort him.
"The past has become the past. Don't pay attention to the past. It can only punish yourself. Don't be too resentful of the people who used to be. Everyone has the right to choose their own happiness. It's the decision of others and it can't be changed. Instead, it's better to change your mind and accept all this calmly. "
What muzixi thought was that he just did his best to resign and comfort chenghaotian, hoping that he could give up his hatred, but he didn't think of it. This was a stab to the hornet's nest.
Chenghaotian didn't forget the past, which was a disgrace in his life. How could he forgive easily?
Only with muzixi, he can hardly think of Shen yunqi. For him, Shen yunqi is nothing but a person he hates.
But now muzixi actually said to him that everyone has the right to choose happiness from the perspective of that woman
What about him? Should he be abandoned? Didn't he give?
What's more, muzixi is just an outsider. He doesn't know anything. Why is he gossiping there. Is it so easy to persuade him to let go of hatred?
If she was him, would she forgive a person who let herself believe so but betrayed finally?
If not, then the other is to say something grand. Who can't say such a thing?
Chenghao is very angry. His whole body begins to emit the cold air. He growls at muzixi with a cold face and says, "what do you understand? At the beginning, I lost everything and became a person with nothing. Later, I was betrayed by Shen yunqi, the most trusted one. How can I not hate? "
Muzixi doesn't know anything, just from the perspective of outsiders, does she know how hurt his heart was and how painful it was? It's the pain of losing love and affection! It's unbearable pain for ordinary people!
But she bathed in Zixi and didn't know anything, but there she taught him to let go of hatred.
She muzixi wants to be a hypocritical sage. He can't do it!
Muzixi saw chenghaotian who was so angry and knew that the hatred in his heart could not be put down. After all, it was such a deep hatred, whether it could be put down for a while and a half. She is not afraid of this kind of chenghaotian now, but she thinks he is very pitiful.
It's really sad that he was betrayed by family and love at the same time!
Muzixi looked at chenghaotian with sympathy. She thought that he must have been very sad and desperate at that time!
Today, she asked him to let go of his hatred, which was a bit too much.
Seeing the sympathy and worry in muzixi's eyes, Chenghao knew that he had lost his temper. Didn't he just express his inner thoughts?
How could he, in front of other people, reveal his true thoughts? He is not always a person who can cover up his feelings. His ideas can't be known by anyone, including muzixi!
He hates other people's sympathy, he hates other people's sermons, according to his idea, he is a person who has revenge and can never be a saint who can put down hatred, but what does muzixi think she is? What's to do with his past?
Her sympathy, in his eyes is mockery, he just don't want her sympathy, that kind of eyes, look at him extraordinarily angry.
"What qualifications do you have to manage my affairs? Don't forget that you are just my mistress. Does the mistress know how to interfere with the gold master's affairs?" Chenghaotian's eyes are slightly narrowed, giving off a shuddering momentum. He will never let others see what he thinks, never.
In order to cover up his blunder, he chose to mock muzixi.
Perhaps, as long as he mocked her, he could balance his mind. In this way, he would not see her sympathetic eyes. She is the most pitiful. Why does she sympathize with him?
Sure enough, after a word was said, muzixi's face began to turn pale.
Just now, she dreamed of staying with him forever. But I didn't expect that he was still him, and he would not change.
Just now, he was so tender and sweet that she almost thought that he really loved her, really wanted to be with her, and wanted to be with her forever. Now it's her delusion to want to come.
He still hasn't changed. The gentleness just now is a fake.
But she believed it easily. Now I want to come. She's really stupid. He has said that he will not fall in love with her, but she is always easy to fall, is she too stupid!
Looking at muzixi's pale face, Chenghao realizes that he said something wrong, but what he said is like the water splashed out, which can't be recovered. He could only have a cold face, and then turned away in silence.He has no way to apologize, nor will he. He really does not want to see her sympathetic eyes, which will make him feel that he is useless, even the past love can not be completely forgotten.
Chenghaotian leaves muzixi's room and goes to other rooms. Since he has no way to apologize or face muzixi, let them calm down!
Originally, he was going to tell her that he had nothing to do with Shen yunqi. He was going to have a good life with her and then be happy together. But he didn't expect that the final thing would evolve to this result. It's hard to predict the world. It's hard to predict the world!
If he had opened his mouth earlier, would it have been the result? Then she and he, is it possible to live a good life together? Why does he get angry so easily every time? Then he sends his anger to her. He knows that she must be sad.
Just now, every word in her own sentence is stuck in her heart, right?
Is she very sad now? Will she cry quietly for his words? Will she hate his ruthlessness in her heart?
But he can't apologize.
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