Chapter 14
Chapter 14
Why? Why did I use the community forum this much?
I shuddered with regret, which had come rushing back to me in an instant. It was a dismal feeling.
Whywhy did you do it, past me
If I hadnt started or used the community forum, if I had done just a little less, this wouldnt have happened.
No, thats not it.
I did nothing wrong. It was this woman who kidnapped me when I was living well. My resentful gaze turned to Eun-ah, who was sleeping next to me.
Bitch.
Of all the people in the world, why I had to end up with this crazy woman? I sincerely liked her novel. I had put my heart and soul into making it popular, but now I regretted it.
All the way of all things! Because her work and writing style was so similar to the first novel I read!!
That was the reason why I assisted the [The Bug-Catcher Girl] so obsessively. Because the style of that woman was exactly the same as the work that made me fall in love with the fiction genre and novels when I was a middle school student.
Fuck thats why they say not to get too close to your first love.
It was a life lesson that came unexpectedly. Overwhelmed by the suffocating feeling of regret, I shook myself and dispersed the negative emotions.
No, whats done is done.
Even though I knew that nothing would change, regret came suddenly like a night guest and tormented me. I closed my eyes tightly and gathered my thoughts.
I have to think about the future. Right now I have to think about tomorrow.
I had a rough plan in mind and had found some clues.
Notes, picture frames.
They wont be able to send me outside like a teleportation artifact, but at least they would be able to bring me one step closer to escape.
And a course of action.
This partI still didnt know. I had figured out the basic pattern, but there was no predictability in the womans behavior, and it was difficult to confirm anything in just one day. Whenever I thought I had figured something out, she would show an unexpected pattern, so I knew I had to watch her more closely.
She seems smart butsomewhere she is sloppy.
Overall, the thoroughness and insightfulness seemed to go beyond just the category of the criminal, but in her careless and hasty behavior, there was a sense of sloppiness. As I continued with these thoughts, a laugh burst out of my mouth, as if the wind had escaped my lips.
Haa
No its ridiculous to expect normalcy from a psychopath.
Rather than that, I had to think about tomorrow right now.
What can I want to do with these fucking handcuffs at least how can I get ride off this waist strap?
The stress from not being able to move my body freely was beyond my imagination. Enduring this only for one day made me stuffy as if my breath was tight.
She also didnt care much about the fact that the waist strap came loose and I moved recklessly.
I thought back to the moment when my blood was drying up. The moment I squeezed my scarred wrist and scraped the wound with my own hands. At that time, what she was concerned about was not my waistband being undone, but whether I had seen the bottommost shelf.
It doesnt seem impossible
What should I do?
My thoughts deepened and my eyes closed. I began to reflect on her actions one by one as I expanded my thinking to find some clues.
Trying to flatter with kind words fails.
The words themselves were received well, but what was demanded was cleverly avoided and the conversation was redirected.
What if I target emotional gaps during the timing when the waist is loose
The sure moment when that woman undoes my waistband was still during meals and brushing. These were the only two cases. If I waited desperately for that moment and missed the chance, I would dry up and die first. Besides, I didnt think she would make the same mistake twice.
Something to aim for
Something that couldnt be resolved here. Like a shower or something
the restroom.
At that moment, I felt my sense of shame expanding throughout my body.
Please dont ask me to use a chamber pot or something?
It wont be. Shouldnt I be allowed to go to the bathroom one day at least? No matter how crazy that woman was, she had to let me do that. In my mind, I imagined myself defecating in front of that woman, and I shuddered all over.
Oh nooo
Goosebumps appeared all over my body. My dignity as a human being, which was barely enough left, was vehemently rejecting the situation.
Fuck No!
Absolutely not. I cannot allow it. I can never permit that, even if it means I will be stabbed to death.
No that woman is extremely sensitive to cleanliness.
I could tell from the way she had a seizure because I didnt want to brush my teeth. It never occurred to me that a woman like that would use a chamber pot.
I didnt want to.
I guess not No, theres no way anyone would want to see someone elses poop, right?
I brushed my thoughts away as I felt my backbone pull. My thoughts kept bouncing in strange directions. I had to focus.
Coming back, I had mixed hopes, but I could only aim for the toilet and the shower. Those were the two options.
The problem is how to use them.
I hate to think about it, but if I ever leave this room to use the shower or bathroom, that woman would be watching me. Unless she was an idiot, Unless she was a fool, she would know that there was a chance I could do something there. Plus, when it was over, she would come back here and tie me up, as a matter of course.
It hurts
The frustration was intense. The only conclusion after thinking so far was that I had to make that woman let her guard down. I had to give her the confidence that even if I could move freely, I would not harm her.
My head was pounding. I couldnt see a way out of this. The womans words and expressions seemed to suggest that she liked me, but her actions monitored my every move.
The disparity between her words and actions was one of the reasons why I felt afraid of her and why I felt that this situation was a riddle. Feeling the negativity from her gloomy household, I let out my negative thoughts.
No, theres a way. As long as that woman is human, there will be a gap.
Like a little while ago. Like the time when she was embarrassed and left belt undone.
I regained my will and continued my thoughts. I kept going over the clues. I had tried to find a way before this night was over, but unfortunately, my body and mind, which had been under severe stress all day, were now starting to give out.
AhI cant fall asleep
My body just couldnt hear me. As if sinking into the deep sea, my consciousness began to sink.
It took less than 10 seconds to fall asleep.
*****
A warm feeling was felt. The feeling of the soft cloth, the subtle scent of flesh tickling the nose, and the faint pulse. It was so cozy, it was like a mirage, and fearing that it would scatter if she got farther away, her body burrowed in the direction of warmth.
Thump. Thump.
As she got closer, the clear beats seemed to fill her body and mind. She liked the comfort so much that she entrusted her body to the heartbeat for a long time.
How long had I been like that?
Ah
A sigh that sounded like a moan escaped her mouth. She realized that she had fallen asleep a little while ago as her bleary eyes opened. Through the gap between her eyes, she saw a white shirt shining.
?
What is it, did I fall asleep?
Eun-ah continued to think about what it was for a long time. In the meantime, suddenly, the awakening mind grasped its true identity.
ah!
She lifted up her head. In the changed scenery, there was a treasure that was more precious to her than anything else. A man with his eyes closed was breathing heavily. She was very happy to see him asleep, unaware of the world. As Eun-ah looked at him, the corner of her mouth opened in a pleasant arc.
Good good morning
Even though she was saying this to someone who was sleeping, She was so embarrassed and so happy that this situation made her face heat up. It was a feeling of her heart feeling with joy and satisfaction as the situation she had only imagined became a reality.
How can someone look so cute while sleeping?
The tightly closed frowning eyes, the straight nose, and the tightly closed lips all came together like an animal hibernating in hibernation.
She wiggled her hand out and put her index finger lightly on the tip of his nose, and she saw a funny frown in the middle.
Hehe
After looking at his face for a while, suddenly something came to her mind, and she got up. It was something that she had not been able to finish.
I I need to sort it out
When she found this person, she went blindly without finishing the arrangement. She just wanted to see him quickly, so she was in a hurry, and as result, she even put this person in a room that wasnt even finished.
Uh yesterday
She was so nervous that she didnt even tie up her hair before leaving, worried that she might have looked foolish.
Uh yes its a secret its a secret
Because what that person needs to see was her alone. Because if he looked at her as she was, that was enough. Other things were unnecessary to know. After finishing her thoughts up to that point, Eun-ahs body got up completely and she got out of bed.
There was a lot to do. Before leaving the room, she briefly turned her head to look at the back of his head as he slept.
Thenthen sleep a little longer
Her hand reached out to brush his head. She thought it would be best to finish organizing everything and prepare the meal before he got up.
This this
A newlywed couple
She felt like a fresh, young bride.
That well
It would mean this person was her husband. As she thought that, her heart thumped. Even though Eun-ah knew that there were only the two of them in this space, she blushed and approached him, planting a kiss on his cheek.
Smooch
The sensation of his skin through her lips was unfamiliar, but it felt nice. Eun-ah stayed in that position for a moment before getting up and laughing.
Hehehehehe
A mischievous laugh came out of her mouth. She had practiced how to laugh like an adult, but when she felt happy like this, she couldnt help but laugh like a child. She worried that it might not be considered mature.
Mr. Bee wouldnt hate it right?
Would he hate her for not being a mature adult? She was worried about it.
Yes! Me. Bee is kind so!
He was a warm and loving person, so even someone like her could like him. Ah, she couldnt stop smiling. She felt so happy that she thought her heart might burst.
Ah! This its not the time for this
She realized that she had gotten distracted again. She really had to go now.
Her head fell behind the bed frame. A place with a shelf. She walked over and took out the items in the bottommost compartment.
Quickly
I need to finish cleaning up and prepare dinner.
For breakfast, a light meal of rice and stew would be good.
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