I am Succubus!

117 – A Human Body, a Succubus Heart and Soul

The reinforcements from Okinawa arrived some time after Sarena and the elves had left. They found us in the gym, lamenting our total loss. Clerissa, the leading succubus we had met during the school trip, was first to notice my change.

Everyone was noticeably confused.

"Queen Saeko, is that you?" Clerissa asked.

"Sarena and the artifact hunters did this… They took Mio and Selene, too…" I explained as she helped me up, but her eyes couldn't help but stare. "Let's help everyone who's injured and come up with an idea to get those two back."

Most of the succubi did nothing. They stood there, as if appalled that I dared give them an order.

"It doesn't look like Saeko is the queen anymore, or succubus at that. Why do we need to obey him?" one asked.

Others began to agree.

"What does a human think to order us around? I say we teach that little pecker of his a lesson." A succubus licked her lips, causing my penis to twitch. The unfamiliar sensation which I hadn't experienced in a long time sent pleasure signals down my spine. With succubus auras all around me, it didn't take long for them to give me an erection.

No longer the succubus queen and reduced to a mere human boy, I had become just food for them. Were they… really going to rape me?

I gulped hard.

Several succubus and Clerissa stood between me and their disloyal counterparts.

"As far as I'm concerned, Saeko is still our queen. She's treated us well unlike Beatrice," Clerissa argued.

Her words touched my heart. Even if I had a raging boner right now. I didn't know they even cared. All this time I thought it was my status and strength alone that kept them under my thumb, but Clerissa was proof that my kindness back at Okinawa resonated with her.

But they were severely outnumbered. My kindness certainly didn't reach enough of them. There were many who saw me as a full course meal to dig into. Succubi, after all, were free spirits that did as they wished.

"I bet you just want him for yourself, Clerissa. How about you guys step aside, and we'll share him together?" the head of the rebelling succubi offered.

"Over my limp tail." She growled and ignited her hands with magic. "Queen Saeko, please escape while we hold them off!"

"I can't just leave you guys!" I cried.

The horde of succubus charged right for me. Those few that stood to protect me were going to get slaughtered. Even as a succubus, even now… I was still useless. If only there was more I could do. Maybe I could have still protected Selene and Mio, saved everyone, and kept the sword—

A barrier was raised in time before we were pounced on. Some of the succubus smashed into it and fell to the ground, groaning in pain.

"Y-Yumi!" Taleia's voice rang out from behind me.

"Ara ara~ It seems as though we have some disobedient succubus in need of a scolding." Yumi climbed unsteadily to her feet. She was bruised all over, but those wounds quickly disappeared upon healing herself.

The turncoats faltered momentarily, seeing Yumi conscious and taking my side.

"There's still more of us! We can take them and Yumi!"

"You will not touch a hair on Saeko." Yumi's eyes, which were normally shut, snapped open with a wrathful fury. Her barrier let loose a powerful blast that sent everyone outside it flying. Even the succubus next to us trembled at her anger.

Although I wasn't a succubus anymore, I understood how strong she was at that moment. Yumi never demonstrated this power against me even when I was rampaging.

"I dunno what's going on and why Saeko's got his peepee again, but if these monkeys are thinking about falling out of line… Then I guess I gotta step in to do some disciplining." Hana stood up, clutching two giant, vibrating dildos as weapons.

"Hana… Yumi... '' Witnessing these two stand up for me was making me choke up.

Yumi took my hand and lifted me into the air.

"Please hold them off while I bring Saeko to safety," Yumi said.

"Leave it to us!" Hana saluted with one of her dildos.

"Wait, Yumi!" Taleia cried out for her sister as we were leaving.

"Taleia… As much as I love you, I have never been more disappointed in you than today. I hope you reflect on what you did wrong." Yumi took off flying, leaving her younger sister in tears.

As soon as we landed in front of my house, Yumi collapsed to the ground.

"Hang in there. We're almost home," I said, picking her up and carrying her the rest of the way in.

The house was pitch black and quiet. It didn't seem like Hatsumi was home. For the first time in a long while, I felt alone. There was little I could do in my state.

I brought Yumi into the living room where she collapsed onto the couch. Some of her injuries were still present. Her breath came out ragged and hoarse. The battle and flying us home must have taken a lot out of her. She probably ran out of juice because not all of her injuries were healed.

"I'm sorry, Yumi… If only I was stronger, this wouldn't have happened…" I said, eyes getting wet.

She raised a hand to stroke my cheek. "You have nothing to apologize for. I know you're always doing your best."

I knew she was just trying to console me, but hearing her say that hurt more than it helped being where we were.

"I'll get some bandages and medicine." As I got up, Yumi grabbed my hand.

"There's an easier way," she said, opening one eye to meet my gaze.

"B-But…"

That could only mean one thing. After all, I was a succubus until moments ago. My erection hadn't gone down since it came back to me. This feeling that I thought had been lost to me returned in full force, standing at full mast and throbbing for release.

When I met Yumi, I had already become a succubus. I never thought of her in that way, but I distinctly remembered she once expressed interest in my boy form. This was the succubus who enjoyed feasting on the young, and I, in my effeminate male body, had returned to the appearance of what she liked the most.

"I only need a little…" Yumi sat up and pushed me onto the couch. Her breathing grew shallow with each intake. The eyes of a lustful succubus slowly losing control were fixed on my member. However, she turned away as her lips drew close. "I… I shouldn't... "

"If-If it's to help you, Yumi… I don't mind. You saved me, so I owe you that much," I said, covering my face to hide from the embarrassment and anticipation of getting a blowjob.

"Ufufu~ If you give me permission, then… Haummph…" The matronly succubus wrapped her lips around the tip of my dick and sent me straight into ecstasy.

"Nnngh… It's… Your mouth is so hot… I… never had a blowjob as a guy before…" I mumbled.

My entire body shuddered with pleasure. Yumi tenderly nursed on my dick while her tongue made circles on the sensitive glans. She was so slow and methodical about it, as if savouring the taste and shape of my member.

"I've always seen pictures of you as a boy. I can't tell you how much I fantasized about this," she whispered sweetly, sending shivers through my body. "Mio has always kept you for herself, but we can make an exception during such dire circumstances."

A gentle hand massaged my balls, magnifying the pleasure of the blowjob. Her tongue was so soft and skilled, rubbing the tip against the smooth surface of her cheek… she paid so much attention to it, I thought she was going to eat my dick whole.

I always knew Yumi was gentle for a succubus. Her aura was more motherly than lustful. Even as she sucked my dick, an affectionate gaze held my own.

"Shllrp… shlllrrp… mmm… Ara ara… Had I known you were this delectable… shllrrp… chuu…"

"Yumi… Wait— Aahh… Your mouth is so hot… I'm not used to this… slower…" I said, writhing around on the couch.

In spite of my pleas, Yumi wouldn't stop. She gradually picked up speed, bobbing her head up and down my dick. With the other hand stroking my inner thigh and everytime the tip hit the back of her throat threatened to bring me closer to an orgasm.

"It's coming, Yumi… I'm cumming!" An inexplicable ecstasy gripped my body. All the tension traveled down to my crotch as I ejaculated from my dick for the first time in ages.

Yumi kept her lips sealed around, now slowly sucking and milking everything that came out.

My mind went blank, and I passed out on the couch from the sheer pleasure.

In my dreams, I was suspended in darkness.

"Where… am I?" I asked myself, wondering if Yumi had entered my dreams.

"We're inside our consciousness, fool." A haughty voice taunted me from seemingly out of nowhere.

Whoever it came from sounded familiar.

Almost like…

"I see you still remember me." A succubus flew into my field of vision, but she wasn't just any succubus.

It was me.

"W-What's going on? How are you here?" I asked.

"Good question. I am unsure." The succubus me shrugged. "But thanks to you, I can no longer resurface. No sword, no longer a succubus… Just a pathetic boy who can do nothing."

Her words cut deep into my already aching heart. This was the side of me that was more capable than I could have ever been.

"If… If I didn't take that potion to get rid of you… Maybe this wouldn't have happened…" I grumbled in defeat.

"Of course not. You are weak. I am not. That Sarena was obviously suspicious from the start. To ever believe that she had any good intentions makes you beyond foolish. Now you must live in shame of your failures while I wallow away as your shadow," she scolded me.

My eyes snapped open to the sound of my bedroom door creaking open. I was awake and back in my room. Hatsumi was standing at the doorway, tears in her eyes, and shaking.

"I heard what happened from Yumi… I can't believe it…" my sister stammered, then rushed forward to throw her arms around me.

As Hatsumi embraced me, my chest became heavy with regret and tears began to well up.

"Mio was taken away… and it's my fault," I wept into her shoulder.

"I know. We'll find a way to bring them back. I'm sure they're fine," she said, stroking my back.

That night, Hatsumi slept by my side and didn't do anything more than to comfort me.

I awoke the next morning in Hatsumi's arms and face buried in her chest. Yumi and Hana were downstairs in the living room.

"You guys were here this whole time?" I asked. The smell of breakfast lured me to the kitchen where Yumi was cooking. She smiled as I came in, causing my heart to skip a beat and remember the blowjob she had given me.

"We gotta be here to keep those dumbo succs from ya," Hana said from the couch.

It was hard to take her seriously when she was playing around with the VR headset on.

Even so…

"Thanks, guys. I really appreciate it. I'm not even a succubus anymore, but you two staying with me means a lot." I took a seat just as Yumi placed down bowls of rice and miso.

Hana lifted the headset from her eyes and threw a look my way. "Hey, hey! That's not the attitude we wanna hear. We're all pals here! Couldn't care less about grumpy-bags Selene, but they got Mio."

"You have become just as important to us as Mio is." Yumi patted my head and sat down across from me.

Their encouragement filled me with resolve. Not wanting to waste their kindness, I ate everything put in front of me.

"Do we have a plan to face Sarena and Shayle?" I asked Yumi.

"Ufufu~ It sounds like you're ready to take them on again. Unfortunately, we need time locating them. We'll also need to figure out a way to properly fight them, so the next time doesn't end in the same outcome," she explained.

"Until then, it's time for school, bozos!" Hana shouted from the living room, ripping the VR headset off her head.

"Wait, school?! But—"

I couldn't believe Hana was the one who reiterated the importance of not missing school when she was the biggest troublemaker. My reservations for going were very clear. Everyone knew me as a girl for a little over half a year now. I feared what they might think. Luckily, my boy's uniform was still in the closet.

Once I arrived at school, I was surprised to find that virtually no one seemed to remember that I was ever a girl. 

"Saeko, thanks for helping us at the tournament. You're the best manager we could ever ask for!" Gouda slapped me hard on the back, then walked ahead into school with Yuuto and Hayato.

"Good morning, Saeko," Kaede said as she passed by.

The biggest surprise for me was Kana, who was still a girl. Both of us stared blankly at each other in the hallway, mouths open and in utter disbelief.

"S-Saeko… Is that really you? I feel like I'm seeing a ghost." Kana rubbed his eyes to be sure.

"Yeah… It's me…" I went on to explain what had gone down in Kyoto.

"That's horrible… But if I remember you, that means some people you were close to might, too. What about Hitomi? She used to be a succubus. Can she help you?" he suggested.

Kana brought up a good point. After Hitomi returned to being a human, she had some lingering strength left over from being a greater succubus. Enough to toss Hana around like a doll. If that was true, it might be the same for Hatsumi. They might even be able to help us fight.

"I'll talk to Hitomi after school, but— h-hey!"

He suddenly pulled me underneath the stairs and pinned me to the wall, out of sight from people walking through the hallway.

"K-Kana?" I said his name and received heavy breathing in response.

"I'm not sure why… but seeing you as a boy is making me really hot…" Kana pressed his hips against mine, stimulating my body more than I anticipated. Having been a succubus for so long until very recently, my senses tickled me with a very succubus-like pleasure. As though it remembered being one and yearned to return to it.

Being this close to Kana exacerbated those feelings.

I swallowed hard as Kana leaned in to kiss me. We traded spit, gouging each other's mouths with our tongues while students were walking up the stairs and passing by us. A hard feeling between his legs reminded me of the last change I made to his body. Our erect members rubbed against each other through the fabric.

Even though I had become a human boy again, I still thought of myself as a succubus. So did every fiber of my being.

Kana jumped when I reached into his skirt and grabbed his twitching cock. The hard thing throbbed so much in my hand. I wanted to put it in my mouth and have it fuck me again.

Before things got too spicy, the bell rang. We separated from each other and fixed our clothes.

Throughout the rest of the school day, I had a hard time keeping my horniness under control. Maybe it was because Hana and Yumi were in the building and their aura was affecting me a lot. Or… it could be something else.

After class, I searched for Hitomi and found her alone in the student council room. She dropped a stack of papers, seeing me enter.

"Saeko…?" Hitomi choked out.

"You remember me!" I sighed with relief, then gave her the long-story short of what happened.

"I can't believe that all really happened. If you need my help, you have it. Although I'm not sure if I still have any residual succubus strength left. Maybe you might after only recently being turned human?" she wondered aloud.

If only that were true. The only thing holding me back was that I didn't know how to tap into that well of magic as a human.

Hitomi got up and started making several phone calls. The conversations sounded very serious, especially when she spoke in her true accent. At times, it got a little fiery and scared me. She assured me that this was normal.

"I owe Mio and Selene, so don't expect me to just abandon them. My family will be working with a clan based in Kyoto to scour the entire region for them, including any suspicious figures that look like elves or succubus," Hitomi said, hanging up her phone.

"Wait… Family as in… Y-Your yakuza family…?" I gulped.

"That's right." She chuckled. "I'll let you know if they find anything. Let's bring them back together."

As I got up to leave, a wave of dizziness struck me harder than anything I'd felt before.

"Saeko!"

Hitomi was shouting my name, but I couldn't respond.

I was in pitch darkness once again. The succubus me sat with her legs folded, suspended in midair, and was laughing at me.

"Back here again? Have you failed twice or did you miss me?" she taunted.

"I think I know why I see you. You're the lingering sexual energy that I drained but haven't used up yet, aren't you?" I asked her.

Succubus-Saeko flew over to me and lifted my chin. Our lips were so close, I thought she was going to kiss me. Not much time had passed when Mio bodyswapped us, and I essentially had sex with myself. For the succubus version of me to be right in front of my eyes was turning me on.

"Oooh. How sharp. All that sex you had before being transformed is bristling inside. I am that energy given form."

Then it was true. I might be able to use that energy to fight Sarena and the elven artifact hunters. 

"I know what you're thinking. We are one and the same after all, but in order for that to happen, you must accept me. Unlike when you tried to get rid of the better part of you," she said.

"Tell me how! I want to use that power to save Mio and Selene. To turn back into a succubus!" I declared.

The other me clasped my face in her hands and kissed me. Her lips formed a wicked smile.

"Then let us begin."

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